broken smile thus living in darkness

Thursday, June 15, 2006

they went out w/o callin mi along...she said sorri fer tis..guess she doesn't wanto see mi...though she told mi b4 hand budden i'm stew...haix...hmmmx..i hab to lead mye life mye own nw..cuz i cant be relyin anymore..i dun wanto bcum ppl's trouble..when it's time she wuld cum..if it's not yet,she wuld neber be here.. i wont hold eu anymore ler..sorri fer bein a trouble to eu all tis while..truly apologise...i shall stay fer mye own nw..cuz no matter how hard i try it wuld neber be de ans i want..i'm gibin up soon~~

NOT BLOGING HERE ANYMORE LER.DUE TO SOME REASONS.I HAB TO START EVERYTHING ALL OVER AGAIN..

some wuld kno de new 1 some may not..juz perhaps if i sae..

1:32 AM

Friday, June 09, 2006

ytd went k-box wit sis they all..sho coincidence saw verlynn..and i realli gort gib her a big smile..wanted to msg her budden she msg mi first..sho qiao again..hahas...anyway tk cares gal..must stay cheerful..

eu knew yet eu ask..y huh??not first time ler...

8:59 PM

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

saw ammy tat day...was realli happi..after sho long finalli gort chance to see her...i mish de time when we were workin together..laughin and playin all de way..though we get scoldin too..budden realli enjoy de time i spent wit her..she's a gd fren..i was lucky i knew her..hope she's doin fine..=D

nx..tingtingg...saw ur blog..hmmx..hope eu are always happi lit nw...i love de happi tingtingg...dun wan eu be sad norr..budden anytin happen i'll be here..remember okies..hp specially open ferever fer eu..muackies..tk cares...

lastly ish best fren rebec..dun feel miserable okies..anytin can call mi okies..and dun ferget our trip arhs...tk cares..

9:37 PM

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

hmmx..guess i've explain all i can..bud all i can sae ish i deserve it..i'll wait fer de day..

tingtingg...11 june i'll cum and find eu..yeah...finalli can go meet eu ler..den i acc eu fer ur break okies...must tk cares and i'm oso here fer eu no matter wat..^^

1:42 PM

Monday, June 05, 2006

i dunno if i've done mye best..budden i hope tat she culd 4gib mi..i kno if i wanto be back lit da past we use to be ish expectin too much frm her..budden stew i wish fer tis..i dun expect her to tell mi anytin tat happens to her bud stew i wish tat she culd tell mi..sorri doesn't mean anytin..budden i'm realli sorri..

9:36 PM

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

tingtinggg...mye bestie..thanx alot fer sayin tat...felt sho much better...hmmx..hab alot alot of thingss to tell eu...and hmmx..ya..we did drifted..budden hope nw wont ler...gonna meet eu if i can..even juz out fer a coffee oso can..hehes...love eu alot..muackies...

its not i ferget anytin..bcuz i dun seems to be one..mayb i'm juz too sensitive..yes..i agree i'm sensitive at times..budden after wat eu said..eu all went together chattin or slackin without callin mi..ixxit sensitive too??i do not wanto tok much wif eu all as da topic eu all were sayin i no longer know anytin abt it anymore..seems happi wit things leave lit tis??i dunno...can stew smile and laugh??i dunno..dunno anymore..budden life stew need to carry on..

7:18 AM

Sunday, May 28, 2006

HAPPINESSSS....i was sho happi...happiness to receive ur msg at 03:26am..make mi happi all day long...mish eu alot alot...realli need find one day meet eu ler...hope eu're doin fine..

emotions of mye own..we shall not tk life too seriously bcuz no one gets out alive..

11:59 PM